replace 0n 19 n 20 oct..

19 oct..
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dunn lett mIee walkk wIf hImm ..
Itss yyew whuu I wann tO walkk wIff ..
dunn let mIee talkk Of hhIm ..
Itss yyew whuu I wann to talkk abbt ..
dunn lett mIee fall ferr hhIm ...
Its yyew whuu Ii trulyy wann tO lurvee ..

20 0ct..
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