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.Jereline
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I love animals & reptiles but i hate crockroach! And of 'cause i love zoo and i want to travel to africa & tour around the whole world. I find cartoon boring except for some really interesting one but i do love tweety bird. Don't like roses as they're too common. I prefer Sunflower cos it's unique as compare to roses unless it's in baby pink/yellow. I'm definitely not a quiet girl and i'm hyper active. I love nightlife/ chilling. Love suntanning/beach/Outdoor Activities and not to forget my all time favourite which is shopping! As for idol i'll only stick to jolin my goddess forever. She's hot! And and i'll not forget to list my adorable yet irritating dog dwarfie :D he's sucha ass! Last but not least...




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♥ Friday, May 06, 2005
how i wish i could jux end my life here..
livin on mean nothing to me already..i realli hate ppl..
ppl who is violent..and stupid..not understandin and caring at all..
whenever i see lovin couple,how i wish yew can treat me like how the boi treat the gal..
but i know it wun last long..so i don wish for more..i jux hope yew will understand me
i sometimes do envy them..do yew noe..deep down in my heart..i kip thinkin that..when will be the dae that yew treat mi like wat the guy do to the girl..
do yew realli know..
these are all the lies boy gave when they woo a girl they "love"..
girl who is as stupid as mi will tend to believe them even though they know they shouldn't hav accept ani love ..for all the hurt they had gone through in the past..
but i am still stupid and naive..I STILL BELIEVE..see how stupid i am..can u realli believe after gettin hurt so mani times..i still believe in what guy sae..
crap crap crap..all is jux a lie a bullshit..how i wish i am not so stupid in the past..
yew told me that yew will love,protect,care,be gentle to me..
yew told me that yew will be ther for me no matter wat is to happen..
yew promise that yew will never leave mi and will alwae make me smile when i am down..
yew promise mi too that yew will treat me like the most important thing in the world ..BUT U DIN
why am i so naive..pls save me..why take my trust for granted..i realli love yew but u onli treat mi as a treasure for a few months..and now i hav become into a bunch of useless grass
when yew are angry..yew can kick mi aside and jux take my love for u to destroy..when u feel like huggin someone..why am i alwae ther for yew..i am stupid
when yew nid mi i am alwae ther..but why ..why muz u take mi for granted..yew are bad
i noe i couldn't let yew go..but ppls..pls do not take mi for granted..i am jux here for yew to love..
don destroy me..i couldn't take it animore..i feel that i am jux nth to yew..
a nothing that yew can love when yew wan..and jux throw aside when yew are tired bout it..
pls spare a though for me..i am still a human..a normal girl who also nid love n care from yew..
i am a livin thing..and i hav gt feelin..i will cry when i hurt..i will scream when i am in pain..but i kept quiet
mani things went through my mind when i am keepin quiet..do yew realli love and nid me ?
my heart is cryin..and no ..not onli tears..the love insided my heart is bleedin..i can sense that it is bleedin non stop..the feelin is awful..i hate this kind of feelin..pls save me from this..pls treat me better..i am a human..not a toy..i hav feelin..spare a though for me..i love yew too much to let go..but pls don take me for granted..
my head hurt..it realli hurt alot..i am a body wifout a soul..i am jux a ruin body..
a ruin and unrespectable body for yew to take for granted..
i wish one dae as long as i live on,i will find someone who realli love and dote on mi
but i am realli afraid to take that step again..it is scary..and it can kill me..
in the end i will still remenber that i am jux a toy ..and yes.. definitely not a pretty and perfect one..but i still wan someone to love me..i yearn for love and care..i still can be as pretty and perfect as before if yew realli do take good care of me and gave mi all ur love..I AM A USELESS DOLL

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