♥ Saturday, November 12, 2005

back ! haha..finally..i realise that i love honey more n more each dae! coz he is the one who is alwae with me when i need someone..i do not noe what to do with ronald..coz obviously i still can't let him go..ronald..when can i get to see you..do you noe i miss you alot?i doubt u noe..or should i sae u don even care..hais..do you noe i still love you..i don wan to lose you..i wan to kip u in my mind forever..i still remenber everi happi moments that happened in school~to you mayb it is not happi at all..but to me as long as you are ther..i am happi! i jux wan to see u !!! i do not noe it will be so hard for me..i alwae think that i can live without u..but now..it prove everithing! i can't ..i miss you..wher are you..i wan to see you..=..(( please come back ~ i jux wan to see you again..i can giv up my dream and my everithing ..jux to see you for once..can i? please..i realli miss you..i am suffocating becoz of you

nth much happen todae la..honey came to me house as usual lo..then we eat eat then see tv lo..he bring alot of vcd for me to watch..so nice of him..evenin we went to thomson plaza ..coz honey want to make his POSB card..so troublesome one..then we go see dogs..coz i am plannin to buy another playmate or should i sae girlfriend for my dwarfie..haha..but don hav nice one..all so uglie! dwarfie is the nicest la..haha..after that we went to mac to eat..yummy! then we went home..honey is so cute..he kip makin me laugh on the bus..we are mad one sia..haha..and he wear my cardigan when we are on the way home..make me so cold..coz i am wearin a tube inside onli..and he sae he look like some outdated ah beng or da ge..-.- lame la him..then he wait for me to bath ..and we change my bedsheet together..and he feel veri proud of himself coz he manage to get the pillow into the pillow case..he is so hmm..=)) haha..after that he go liao..i am waitin for his call now..so slow one..= \ i am borin.. i will be singin this song for the audition..i am damn nervous..hope i wun giv up! hais