♥ Thursday, March 09, 2006

hais..i miss hubby..dear come back can anot? i am realli goin mad..no i am alr mad..i think i am havin depression ! =(( i am sorry ..i shouldn't treat u badly..sorry! was readin my archives jux now..and hubby is so good n sweet to me..i noe he wun abandon me de..he promise to treat me the best..promise everithing to me..i know he will nvr break those promises de..i trust him! ya..i am cryin now while typin this post..i cried everidae..i can't live without him..pls pls pls hubby..i wan to see u ..i wan to hug and kiss u ..i wan to do everithing with u.. come back la!!!! think i am becomin weaker without hubby..i felt giddy easily..and i don dare to walk under the sun for long now! the feelin is killin me..mayb the time for me to leave is realli drawin near..it is good too..i can leave this world..and i will tell GOD nvr to let me be a human again..and i will tell god to take good care of him..and my frens n family..no one love me..hubby left me..he don even care i die or what..he DON animore..without him i don noe what is the meanin of livin .. he is the most important part of me..he is my everithing..i realli wan hubby to be back..i am willing to sacrifice anithing if he can be back to me..even my life..i jux wan hubby back! =..((