♥ Friday, October 20, 2006

didn't go anywhere today. watched disc and tv for the whole day and i am rotting soon. i miss him so much. there's something i want to let him know but i just can't say them out. sometimes i feel so stupid. but i am afraid that if i let him know i won't even get a chance to see him ever again. and i don't want this to happen. without him life is totally meaningless. he's the last person i will ever want to forget. i don't know why he is so impt to me but no matter how hard i try to forget he is still there. and i want him to live in my heart forever. my heart ache whenever i know the times i left to see him is very little. maybe we will never meet again and what should i do? i can only let my feeling out here. ronald for the whole of this five years, i never stop loving you. even though you don't even take a look at me but i just love you. i can't stop the feeling even though i tried. and now knowing that mayb after this year i won't get to see you anymore makes my heart ache. don't leave me. all i want is to see you everyday and know that you're happy i'll be happy too. even is seeing you from afar i am contented. this is a fate i don't ever want to lose. you'll always be the one

每当我想起你
我却只能傻傻的哭泣
就算这么痛苦
我还是很感激能遇到你