♥ Tuesday, November 21, 2006

hey i'm back. nth much happened this few days that's why i didn't blog. not becos i'm lazy ! LOL hooray everybody 'O' lvl end alr. finally i can throw all those fugly books away. but i will miss my lovely school for sure. all my friends and teacher and definitely my first crush, love or other cute names you can name it. XD i'm mad. yea i think i'm mad. know what i did on the last day of school? i did nothing at all but to see him leave me further and further away. how cool am i ! of cos my heart ache but i do not know what to do but to stare at him!!! i don't have the bloody courage to go up to him and say hey i've alr love you for 5 yrs. do you love me? this is just so =\ i think i will faint before a word came out of my bloody mouth. and ya as expected i cried all the way to my mum shop. i think others will think i am one crazy idiot. but at least i didn't scream or whatever who cares what others think bout me. don't feel like going home becos i will be alone and hmm i will cry more. went to have breakfast with mummy and i ate my bee hoon la. went back to her shop and i went to sleep. si hui mum came to do facial. went home after that and i had no key so went over to grandma house and we talked bout so many things. i kept telling her that i miss him and how much i love him and she keep saying that i'm so dumb =,= she's so bad! went for job interview today and tml will be the orientation day and it mean i have to get up damn early tml! after going for that interview, went back to hg and we went to hg mall. borrowed books and i ate a pancake burger so yucky ! went back to grandma house and bring rayson to hg mall again cos he want to buy his books and went to see the price of my webcam too. went back to grandma house again and this time mum called. and again i go to hg mall with my sis again to get my webcam. can you believe that i went to a particular shopping mall for 3 times a day?! that's so weird. and i wonder when will i get to see him again. =( gonna sleep soon it's getting late. good night blog!

god bless him