To: Baby

I'm sorry for hurting you. I shouldn't have say all those things to you. I'm too stressful i guess. Baby i promise i'll try my best to maintain our r/s. Sometimes, i really hope you can be by my side but you can't. It's not your fault. I really miss those times when you'll come and fetch me after my shopping trip and many others more. When i'm hungry you'll always be there and bring me out for supper. But now, i know i won't be able to get all these except on your book out day which is like 1 pathetic day per week. This is definitely not enough. There's nothing wrong with you and our love. It's me. I can't live a day by myself as in i need you to be there for me. And by talking on the phone for 10-20 mins for a day is totally not enough. Not even enough for me to let you know what i've did for the day even thou i've alr summarised them. Before i even finish talking, it's time to sleep. I've to let you sleep cause i know the training is tough and i don't want you to get caught. For most of the days you're not with me, i live my life aimlessly. I'm so tired of this kind of life and yes i'm very sure i'm not tired of you! I'm just tired of this kind of life. Everyweek is like oh tml sat baby's booking out :D then oh sun baby's booking in :(. It's so tiring. Baby i do love you i really hope i can stop all this stupid thinkings! Cried while talking to you and for this, i'm sure i don't bear to let you go too. Baby don't worry i'll try my best for our future. I'm sorry baby :( you're still as impt to me as before now and forever. And i just need you by my side for as long as you can. No bad temper again when you book out okay? :D Love you Baby

8345345656454 kisses for you! ^3^

爱永远都是难题　 失去分寸太容易　

有时候忘了珍惜　 伤害来的太无意　

如果永远你不必再难过　遗憾让我来过

让你哭泣对不起　为了爱承受委屈　

说过的承诺　其实还没忘记

愈是在乎的关系　愈是相处不容易　

伤害了你　我也失去勇气

爱着你　仍是我的执着

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