♥ Wednesday, September 05, 2007

I'm having constipation now luh!! >:( wth!!! I'm feeling so uncomfortable :( baby went for his outfield alr. It's Thursday tml and he'll be back on sat.. :D I hope he can book out on sat man. I miss baby so much.. 3 more days only easy easy luh.. LOL i guess i'm used to this kind of lifestyle alr.. Where by there's nth i can do no matter how much i don't want baby to go.. Soooo just get used to it.. No choice also -,- Changed my job and i'm working at omega capital now.. It's a finance company luh don't really know what they're doing also cause this's the first time i'm in a finance company. So far i just went to work and i only do excel only.. Easy job i can say.. I hope it'll stay like this forever LOL i'm lazy luh. So like everyone there's friendlier than those in axa and i'm happier there. Went to china square? or whatever it's called for lunch today and $%^$%^$^$# don't wish to say it here -,- oh my god and ^&%^&'s older than what i think. But he look young lei mayb my eyes something wrong. Went to drink coffee with one of my colleague and we chatted so much bout r/s. She tell me so many things that i've nvr think of and it really make me think twice on marriage now. Yes everything is sweet and nice now but human do changes :( mayb not him but me.. We can nvr predict the future.. When your social circle expand and you start to know more ppls, normally 9/10 will change.. As in thinkings, the lifestyle, goals in your life and many more that i can't possibly name them out now. Sometimes i think that life is so stupid cos all you have to do is to study like crazy and get that fcuking paper then slog till you die.. Okay mayb till you retired but by that time you're probably too old to even enjoy and do the things you want to do.. =,= whatever.. I don't think this is how i want my life to be.. Anyway i've to go to bed now if not i gonna sleep like a log again :D i love baby that fat ass!!