♥ Wednesday, November 14, 2007

I realise I miss schooling days so much.. :( I miss everything in the past.. I miss canteen foods, friends, late notes and many many others things.. :( i miss having exams and writing long long compo.. This is a past that i'll nvr get to experience anymore.. I regretted 'cause i didn't cherish those times when i'm able to.. How silly of me to skip school almost everyday.. I miss going to school and i miss him.. :\ Yes, i still miss him sometimes even now.. 5 years and even if he didn't even take a look at me i'm kinda satisfied with it. 'Cause i know other than studying, he's another impt reason for me to go to school too. My first crush :) the first guy whom i'm in love with so much and for so long.. It's okay if he don't return the feelings 'cause all i want is to see him everyday.. Those days is really so memorable. Everything is still going on fine now and it've been 9 mths since i last saw him in school. I really can't imagine how i bear to walk out of the school even before the graduation ceremony ended even though i know it might be the last time i'll ever see him. I don't cherish things/person 'cause i always think there's still chance blah blah. I'm sucha shithead :\

Baby, Sorry for not being a good gf ..